So it's 11:13pm, and I just desided against watching Anne Of Green Gables. Why? you might ask, well it's simple. We now own it so I can watch it any time and since the only spot left to sit was on the most uncomfortable chair. However I stayed for one of my fave parts, the very beginning when shes walking down the raod reading, and when Matthew comes to pick her up.
I always thought of Matthew as a person who would make an awesome grandpa! I'd think about how cool it would be to just sit with him and talk his ear off, and he'd sit there and love every word that came out of my mouth! He'd sit there so contently and just listen, and I'd be able to tell him anything and everything. It's interesting how people wish for something that they could have had if they just tried a little harder. I mean Im quite sure my grandpa would love it if I just called him up to say hi every once in a while, or drove the 1hr and hung out. We even like the same kind of movies, so why do i find it so hard to be close to my family.
I think my grandpa is totally cute! Same with my grandmas. But I just can't seem to be able to trust anyone enough to tell them everything I want to be able to tell. But of course I find it hard to trust anybody. hum....meh!