Dance Plant
So 2 Sundays ago, we had our regular team practise. I deciced to try and make Eddie notice my hard work by doing the dance full out and then some! So I got through the whole first half of the dance, with out my partner I might add. Then we got to the one of my fave parts. The fighting. However I didnt have a partner so I was pushing my self to look like I was fighting an invisible person, Im suposed to roll over my partners back, but ended up doing a barrel turn because there was no back to roll over, as you know. Then Im suposed to roll on the floor, pretend to grab "this space between us, and fill it up again!". Well I grabbed, but then I went to smack the floor with my hands. I ended up smacking my head aswell as hands on the floor. I sat out for most of the rest of class, with my frozen water bottle on my head. I thought I'd be fine. But ever since then I've been suffering from a head ache. Non stop! It's finally been getting better. But this Sunday while trying to go full out, with a partner, I skinned my arms while doing this crawling thing with a "dead" person on my back. AND this Monday, we started relearning "One Less Addiction". Now when we started this before, I got to be a base and co lifting. But Chantel decided that since I'm a girl, I have to start dancing like one. So now I'm a flyer! ME A FLYER! This is my worst nightmare. The only guy I'd even sumwhat trust with lifting me, is Jake. He's the bufest on the team. But he's not my partner until a lil later. Jonny P dot is my partner. Now he's a drummer, so he does have muscle, but Im just so dang self consious, that I feel to heavy to let anyone lift me. Usually in lifts theres a way that the flyer holds some of the wate for the base, but in this lift there isnt. So I decided to do something about it. Im working out at home. And eating better. The only person who can make me feel better is me! So Im working on it. YAY ME!