Request
Im in the middle of a problem witht he dance team. Suposedly I've been quite the trouble maker in the snece that I talk back alot...? At Saturdays practise I said something that Chantelle took offence to, but it wasn't what I had ment to say. Alot of you know, Im not very good with words. I don't make sence alot of the time. Well because of this issue (that I didnt realize was such a big issue until recently) I have gotten into a bit of trouble. I have been working REALLY hard for our North Battleford performance, but because of this cummunication issue, I am no longer aloud to perform. Ed and Chantelle have decided I need a "spiritual" retreat. So Im aloud to go to North B. so I can get away, but I can't beat up Shaun. It's getting really hard to axcept it. This is something I've been trying to perfect for my fist performance of the year, and they just snatched it out from under me. Kinda like they took my breath away. It hurts. So I'm trying to get over it, but the fact of the matter is, I put so much work into something and they took it away, they dont even give me a chance to prove myself! I'm finding it really hard to not hold a grudge. Which makes this worse, becasue I dont want to stay mad, but again it hurts. Well I guess the request is that I will be able to get over this, and beable to forgive them for not giving me a chance to explain.
Also to tie into this, I never feel heard. So if you could pray that God would give me a voice. I've taken so much abuse and its time I get my turn to talk.